We’re a few short days away from launching the site and I find myself full of a wave of emotions. I’m excited, nervous, anxious, concerned, pretty much every emotion you can imagine. Sergio has done an amazing job getting us ready for the site. Now it’s up to me, well all of us, to make sure the party goes off as well as we hope. I’m having a hard time even sleeping, which is why I’m writing at 2AM. I just can’t keep my mind off of Friday night.
I already feel like I’ve failed to a certain degree. I tried to call in a favor or two and bring in a top notch performance to go along with the already amazing band we have booked, Lipreader. But those favors fell through. I’m afraid we won’t have the content we planned ready for the party either. I don’t know, maybe it’s just the pessimist in me coming to the surface, normally I stay positive and optimistic, right now I feel like Sergio a little bit.
All of this combined with some issues and concerns in my personal life have me in a place I haven’t been in awhile, freaking out! I’m sure it will all work out, this party is gonna kick ass one way or another, I just wish it would get here! C’mon Friday!